The
downside for his mother purchasing a majority of his clothes made itself
abundantly clear today. Inui Namiko had well enough tastes, but for many
reasons tonight her son was unable to find anything appropriate.
Looking in the mirror at his grey slacks and dark navy turtleneck, Inui clucked
his tongue and pulled the shirt off of his shoulders. Monochrome would not
work, he thought to himself as he threw the garment along with the growing pile
on his clothes, not aware of the time flying by him.
Socked feet
in the seat of one of the kitchen chairs and khaki-covered backside planted on
the table,
/No, I am NOT stressing, weenie head. For all I know, my date has the vanity of
a girl and is doing something like changing clothes a hundred times./
Fuji was
close in his assumption. Though Inui was normally not one to worry about what
he wore outside of school, today was different. After throwing a white button
down over a simple black t-shirt, he realized that he no longer had time to
change again. He grabbed his keys and wallet, rushing out of his bedroom. If he
had paid attention to his father leaving hours before, he would have known
about the basket of laundry his father set in front of the stairs...
Fuji hopped
down off the table, pulling his sweater over his head, leaving him with a
simple button-down shirt and khaki pants. He rolled up his sleeves and turned
on the water in the sink, tucking the phone back into his pocket. In between
IMs to and from Saeki, he did the dishes, wiped down the countertops and began
reorganizing the spice cabinet, first alphabetically and then chronologically
and then topically.
Inui stared
at the ceiling in a daze. One minute he was rushing toward the stairs and then
suddenly he was down them, covered and resting on a scattered assortment of
clothes. Had time passed? He pulled out his cell phone and winced at the time.
Dialing
The phone
in his pocket actually rang as
"Er..."
"Yeah.
It's Inui," he said, pushing himself up into a sitting position. He
definitely felt as if he tumbled down stairs.
"Hi."
Argh, his nose still itched. "Hang on a second."
Inui
laughed softly. "I had a little incident. I think I am going to be more
than a little late."
"Incident?"
"My
father chose a poor location to store laundry. Thankfully the majority impacted
the fall." Inui said, standing with a slight wince. "Once I stow them
away and find my glasses I shall be on my way."
"Laundry?
Fall? Are you sure you're okay?"
"No,
no, I am fine." Inui brushed himself off, missing a few static clung socks
on his back. "I will be there as soon as I can."
"All
right. I'll be here."
/He's late, he didn't stand me up. He just called, he'll be here soon. You can
put the katana down./
Inui
reloaded the clothes into the basket and put them in the living room to be
folded later. He then limped on the way to the doorway, the dull ache fading
the more he moved around.
Fuji spent the next several minutes inspecting the titles on the bookshelf,
looking for one to skim through while he waited for Inui's arrival. He picked
one solely because the book jacket was a nice shade of green and took a seat on
the sofa, tucking his legs under him and opening to the first page, soon about
five chapters deep.
Inui
finally made his way to the
Fuji tossed
the book to one side of the sofa and tugged his sweater on as he stood; pausing
to make sure none of his hair was standing up. The reflection in the mirror
peered back with uncharacteristic nervousness, a stranger's face he barely
recognized. He lightly slapped his hands against his cheeks, banishing the
expression. "Calm down, Syuusuke. It's just a date, ne?"
His smile was on 'stun' when the door swung open. "...hi."
Straightening
himself at the doorway until he is standing upright, a smile automatically
graced Inui's features. "...hi."
The prodigy
swallowed, drinking in the sight of his friend (no, no, his date!) on
the
"Forgive
my intrusion." Inui stated by rote, bowing slightly as he stepped inside
the residence. He had not counted on the awkwardness, nor had any idea how to
change it.
Fuji took a
deep breath, the weight of the air in his lungs seeming to ground him for the
moment. "So," he began, tilting his head to one side, "what
happened with the laundry?" He reached out and removed the socks still
fastened by static, handing them gently to Inui.
"It
was my father's week for the laundry, but I suppose he ran out of time and left
the basket on at the top of the stairs. I believe you can gather what happened
next."
"Oh
my."
Inui
nodded. "The clothes did hamper my fall; I just had the wind knocked out
of me."
He didn't
mean to laugh, but for some reason the image of head-over-heels Inui, clothes
pinwheeling out around him like festival banners as he went down the stairs
struck Fuji as horribly, absurdly funny. He bent nearly in half, clapping one
hand across his mouth as if that would stem the tide of amusement.
"S-Sorry. I'm really not laughing at you...I just think it's hysterical
that we're both so uptight about something we've practically done before, and
that karma seems to already be having a joke at our expense."
Inui could
not help but join in on
"Mmm,"
"Your
sweater should be enough." Inui concluded, appraising
"Yes,
let's do."
"So what fancies lay in store for us tonight?"
"Unfortunately,
Macbeth was not showing. However,
"That
sounds nice, I like seeing home from 333 meters up." His reference had
been easily caught and returned, which curved
"I
suppose a purikura will have to suffice, though remind me if I forget in the
next plans to visit the Tower to bring your cameras."
"Will
do, though I like purikura. My collection can't rival any of the girls in our classes,
but...I'd be willing to bet mine tops them for sheer eccentricity."
"Hmm."
Inui tilted his head slightly. "Perhaps a visit to both levels if we have
time?"
"Yes,"
Inui
laughed softly at the image. "It would be no surprise that my interest
would be more focusing on others futures than my own, but if I recall most of
the aliens that abduct from
"Let's
hope the aliens take Saturdays off,"
"Let's
hope any apocalypse will postpone itself until after our date." Inui said
in a half-hearted attempt at a joke. "No pressure...at least no more than
what there should be, ne?"
"Saa...no
pressure, and with luck, no apocalypse."
A wry
glance from Inui. "Reluctantly already factored in the equations,
Fuji cupped
one hand over his mouth, chuckling. "Enough of a boost that you'll let me
have my caffeine?"
"Perhaps,
granted I do not have to drink any of it."
"I'll
drink yours for you." The disembodied voice announced their stop and they
filed off the train and out of the station,
"We haven't really talked about the party itself,"
"If we
did, I am certain the topic will not be broached by anyone in the near future.
Though I do not think we went as too far as we could have." Inui cast a glance
at the Tower ahead. "What do you think?"
"I
think it was enjoyable all around. Unforgettable and unique." Fuji smiled
up at Inui, then pursed his lips in reflection. "There were a number of
ways in which we could have scarred everyone further, certainly. Are you
regretting anything about the party?"
"Perhaps
wearing the kilt was not my best decision, but I have no regrets." Inui
said, grinning at
"I
thought the kilt was rather fashionable, if not quite matching the
trenchcoat,"
"I wasn't expecting things to unfold as they did,"
"Good
to know." Inui smiled, nudging
A
mysterious smile was
From a strictly aesthetic standpoint,
The first observation level contained a cafe, a gift shop, a small shrine,
bright purikura booths and glass on all sides for optimal viewing. "North,
south, east or west?"
"West."
Inui answered, nodding in that direction.
Fuji
hesitated, just for the barest of seconds, before falling in step with Inui,
wondering if the choice of directions was intended to carry another meaning.
The day was clear, the smog levels low with the coming of winter, and
There was no need for words for a while, merely a quiet, companionable
appreciation of the world laid open for their eyes, the activity a hundred and
fifty meters below and the reminder of just how small two lives could be in the
sea of existence that was Tokyo.
Inui stared
out of the observation window at the towering mountain, his thoughts meditating
on the spiritual aspect of the volcano and the warm presence standing next to
him. "Ne,
gMmm. That
would be nice. I like the aquarium a lot..." A slight, sly cut of closed
eyes in Inui's direction, faint smile twitching on
Inui
visibly perked at the mention of the statistics plaza, but nonetheless he
nodded. "Lead the way."
Another
smile, this one definitely knowing, and
"Do I
wish to know the story behind that?" Inui asked as he stepped inside the
booth, glancing at the instructions that flashed on the monitor.
"Let's
just say it involved reclaiming some stolen property,"
"You
wouldn't." Inui stated, turning his head to look at
"Maybe...maybe
not." The smile widened, that particular expression that straddled the
line between teasing and sincerity on
"You
sound as if you are leaning toward a definite." Inui could not help but
smirk, though he declined to mention that he would not like his image readily
available to a female at their school in particular.
"It's an
old habit to hedge bets. I think they're most likely to end up in my
book." One side of Inui's collar was turned up and
Inui
laughed, realizing the shutter had been going this entire time. "Do I get
to keep one?"
"Sure,
if you want one. We should have plenty and according to all the girls in my class,
purikura is the way to preserve 'all your beautiful memories'."
Belatedly, the prodigy realized his hand was still on Inui's collar and the machine
was no longer taking pictures. Suddenly, the space inside the curtains felt
uncomfortably small, constricting. "I...need some coffee," he said,
pulling his hand back and stumbling out of the booth, eyes on the ground.
"Would you grab the pictures?" A few more steps backwards... deep
breaths, deep breaths, follow the stitches on the tops of your loafers,
Syuusuke...
When he glanced up, ready to enter the cafe,
Inui made a
small sound of agreement as he bent to retrieve the printed stickers, his
attention drawn away from
"Coffee
would be greatly appreciated, but I think they serve a good variety of both
here."
"I admit
not getting a chance to pose at all," Inui observed. "Though in this
case I believe it helped." He handed the photos over to
"Spontaneity,
a hallmark of all good first dates." Carefully,
"I'm
sure you would fine more attractive models from other members of the
team." Inui stated. "Or perhaps more active participants."
Fuji gave
Inui what could only be an incredulous look, then tucked the pictures under one
arm and began ticking off Seigaku on his fingers. "Tezuka wouldn't even
reply, Oishi would blush and stammer, Eiji might but I already have plenty of
Eiji pictures, Taka-san works all the time, Momo and Kaidou would neither one
be still enough to photo and Echizen makes me feel like a pedophile." A
small smile lifted the corners of his mouth; on anyone else it would have been
self-conscious. "To say nothing about my preferring you above any of them."
"I'm
not the most photogenic, you know," was Inui's protest.
"You've
never worked with me on pictures,"
Inui looked
at the series of photographs, a short laugh falling past his lips. "Indeed
they are."
"Come
on, let's get coffee and discuss your future in Fujiko's Modeling Agency."
"Coffee
and modeling..." Inui said with a hint of disdain, nonetheless following
"Cynic,"
"So...where is dinner, or is it more of the surprise?"
"Not a
cynic, just realistic." Inui said, sipping his smoothie as he took in the
view outside. "The dinner reservations are a surprise, though the meal is
guaranteed to be spicy."
Well, it
was hard not to smile at the idea of spicy food. "That sounds great. How
far is it from here? I don't want us to be late."
"I think you picked a great place to come, I've always loved
"It
was for what I hoped for an unconventional start." Inui replied, finishing
his smoothie in a long gulp. "There were things that I found that we would
both enjoy. And we should head out soon if we are to visit those places and get
to our restaurant on time."
"Unconventional
is a good word for it."
The elevator was again empty except for them, the glass walls offering another
panoramic view, albeit a descending one. About fifty meters from ground level,
the car shuddered once and abruptly halted, jolting its two occupants.
"...somehow I don't think this was on your schedule of things to see and
do, Professor,"
Inui
frowned, pushing the button panel but receiving no response from the stubborn
car. "I do not think so either." he muttered, reaching for the
emergency phone.
The prodigy
exhaled slowly, leaning against the rail and looking out at the surrounding
buildings, his back to Inui. It was a minor inconvenience, just another hiccup
in the date and something they'd laugh about when they got to the restaurant.
"...as
soon as you can, thank you." Inui said, hanging up the phone and turning
to face
"Aa."
"None."
Inui replied, sitting with his back against the glass wall. "I guess we
wait."
"Mmm."
So as not to make a streak down the wall, Fuji turned and slid with his back
against it, coming to rest with a small, solid thump on the elevator's
floor. It wasn't the height or any threat of peril that made his hairline
prickle, nor was it being alone with Inui. "Did you tell them we had
reservations, they might hurry out of pity?" he teased, though the last
word stuck in his throat like broken glass for a millisecond.
Inui
nodded, glancing over his shoulder to survey the window. "I did mention
something along those lines...at least we have a good view from here."
"Yeah,
it's nice. Roppongi is one of my favorite places to see." Roppongi. Yes,
Roppongi. The Hard Rock. Kaitenzushi. Nice, calm, pleasant, open places.
"And
yet they seem as if you could reach out to them, save for this." Inui
stated, knocking on the glass wall gently.
Clear
walls for a prison,
"They
keep the cars well-ventilated, if not temperature controlled. It would not be
wise for an enclosed space to not have an immediate source of air, especially
ones that tend to fill to maximum capacity."
Somehow,
the scientific explanation did little to calm the reckless heartbeat thudding
in
Inui was
about to interject more when the emergency phone rang loudly. He stood and
picked up the receiver, speaking to whoever was on the line in hushed tones.
For
"Half
an hour?" Inui stated, glancing at his watch. There went the reservations.
"Is there any way that...I understand... "
"Half
an hour?"
"...alright.
As soon as you can." Inui said hanging up the phone and sliding down to
sit in the spot he left. "The engineer's arrived, he said it might take
him about half an hour to fix the elevator, it seems the others are working
fine."
"Let's
hope this estimate is erring in excess,"
"If I
wanted to get you alone, I would have chosen a less open area to the public, at
least I would assume so."
"Which
means..." the prodigy started ticking off on his fingers, endeavoring to
hold them still, "that either you didn't want to be alone with me, or you
were plotting to seduce me in a corner of the statistics plaza...or you're a
voyeur who gets turned on by a clear glass elevator fifty meters above
Inui turned
to reply only to look at
"I'm
fine,"
"Are
you sure?"
"Yeah,
I'm sure. It's just too cramped in here." The air was stale and dead,
couldn't Inui taste it, too? The breath
"
it'sokayit'sokayit'sokayit'sokay.
He had been
repeating it mentally for so long
"
"I..."
Inui
watched
He paused
for a moment, partially to remind himself of his prior logic and to restrain
the urges to do more than simply transfer air. Parting
One moment,
he was breathing frantically, Fuji thought, and the next...the next he nearly
undid Inui's efforts completely by smacking the back of his head against the
glass, eyes wide and open and unfocused. Inui's were closed, hidden behind his
glasses, but the soothing words against his mouth, coaxing cooperation and
offering alternatives, hid nothing.
Strong fingers curled against Fuji's scalp, rubbing away the hurt of impact and
discreetly checking his well-being, things noticed only on a subconscious level
by the prodigy. Flight changed to fight in an instant, ardor dampening down
panic as neatly as force-fed carbon dioxide vanquished oxygen piece by piece,
kiss by kiss. Tensions slowly slid away, and with some determination Fuji began
to kiss back.
Time
stilled, though neither noticed as they shared breaths. Inui's fingers massaged
the back of Fuji's scalp, one hand cupping the base of Fuji's neck, his thumb
idly stroking bare skin. He would pull back when he could sense his breath, as
well as his restraint, slip from his control. He never strayed long from Fuji's
soft lips, lest his distraction be forgotten over their enclosed space. This
proved difficult, as the slightest brush of the other boy's tongue or the
faintest sigh would make him forget about the demands that had taxed Fuji's
lungs and shift focus onto the demands that his body tried to ignore.
Inui barely noticed or made any acknowledgement of the brief flickering lights,
nor the eerie feeling of gravity being re-shifted and put in motion as the
elevator car shifted back into gear.
Likewise,
Fuji found himself entirely too absorbed in breathing from Inui to acknowledge
something as inconsequential as a repaired elevator slowly drifting back to
earth. The pad of Inui's thumb restlessly tracing a sensitive spot on the back
of his neck reigned over g-force as the elevator glided to a stop in its
resting place. Not kill or be killed, but rather kiss...or be kissed, and both
options held equal appeal.
The hydraulic hiss of doors finally pierced Fuji's awareness, and the chill,
fresh air gusting in to greet them abruptly shattered the mood. With the return
to the rest of the world came things like decorum and dignity and pride;
suddenly, Fuji felt very exposed, not just to the open doors but the entire
world, starting with Inui. And he felt very foolish for reacting so weakly
when the elevator stuck.
The prodigy pushed back from Inui, gathering his shredded pride off the ground
in a single motion, and stood, unreadable things in his eyes before he turned
on his heel and bolted, disappearing from the landing in the blink of an eye.
Forget elevator-induced claustrophobia; the entire world suddenly felt too
small and confining.
Inui stared
blindly at the empty space from where Fuji sat before scrambling to his feet,
his mind already equating his prior actions not sufficient or even appropriate.
He fell into step behind Fuji silently, his mind replaying the time that had
passed.
A pink-clad
girl, calling out, chased Inui down, bowing repeatedly to him, chittering in
non-stop girlspeak, and presenting him with the phone he had left behind, a
familiar flip phone with two Hello Kitty charms, one in a cactus suit, one in a
dragon costume, dangling off the side of it.
Inui bowed
to the girl, barely understanding her language but aware of the phone in her
hand. "Thank you. Yes. No. Not mine, my friend's. Thank you again."
He said repeatedly, giving up to glance over his shoulder. "Ne, Fuji,
Kiriyama-sa...Kiriyama-chan, gomen, found your phone."
If Fuji
heard, he gave no indication, pace increasing with the pounding urge of getoutgetawayrightnow
in his head. The street welcomed him, a glut of camera-carrying tourists falling
into his wake to shuffle inside and mostly block the doors.
"Gomen
nasai, Kiriyama-chan...gomen, Sae-chan." Inui said quickly as he
lost track of Fuji among the crowd. "I must be on my way. Thank you
again." He bowed and turned on his heel, walking briskly out of the
corridor.
When Inui
reached the street outside, there was neither sweater-wearing Fuji in sight nor
any indication of direction taken. And the only tried and true measure of
maintaining contact in Tokyo sat nestled in his hand.
Inui stared
at the phone as if the glance would indicate where the other boy had
disappeared to. He scanned over heads, thankful for the brief advantage, and
yet the person he searched for was far from sight. Standing still, Inui tried
to gain a strategic plan of search, by narrowing down his most likely
destination it would be easier to catch up with him or meet him en route.
Where is the question? His thoughts in a jumble, he ran the possibilities. Home
was too far off, and though the station would be a preferable stop for someone
angered at their date...perhaps he should check there first. No, that is
improbable. Fuji would have to relinquish whatever had him on edge, a form of
meditation perhaps...or medication.
"Coffee." Inui breathed to himself, inwardly sighing as he realized
that though he most likely narrowed Fuji's next location, it did not narrow
down his options by much at all. Mentally cursing humans' codependency on the
caffeine-laced drink, he set out on a perimeter search within a block radius
around the tower--Fuji would hardly decide to go back inside a building he took
much effort to get out of. Not even for coffee.
It was the
one area in which Fuji Syuusuke could be said to be predictable; his overwhelming
love for caffeine in the form of coffee, and Inui's analysis was spot-on.
However, Fuji had traveled seven blocks from Tokyo Tower before taking refuge
in a Starbucks, the demolished remains of a cappuccino and a triple espresso
littering the small table in front of him.
Undoubtedly, Fuji told himself, finding no spiritual guidance in the
cappuccino's leftover foam, this whole date was a mistake. Had not he and Inui
been bringing out the worst in one another historically? And the
elevator...just made things worse. Inui had seen him frozen with fear, a fear
that every time (once surrounded by relative open space and fresh air) seemed
childish and...beneath him. The farthest thing from the prodigious Fuji
Syuusuke everyone (thought they) knew.
A prodigy currently drowning himself in coffee to stop his hands from shaking
in anger. He didn't like weakness overall, but his own he despised. To add
insult to injury, he'd left his cell phone in the elevator, all but cutting him
off from the rest of the world.
At least things weren't likely to get worse.
The first
block moved onto the second, then the third, and by the fourth block Inui
nearly resigned himself to this search. By all rights none of his plans have
gone through, nor would any of his backup situations even come into play.
What's more, Fuji had stormed off angry and had no way of contacting him.
Looking at the cell phone in his hands, Inui wondered if he should return to
the station and call Fuji about the phone tomorrow...but if Fuji had one thing
in common with Inui it was their stubborn ability to not want to fail.
The fifth
block rolled to the sixth and the seventh, while Inui felt his stomach growing
uneasy, not from the varying smells of differing styles of coffee, but
something far more troublesome.
In the
coffee house, Fuji played with his biscotti far more than he ate it; despite
being somewhat hungry, sweets weren't what he craved. Maa, perhaps he'd give up
and go back home. If she'd seen the disastrous events coming, Neesan wouldn't
say a word about him being home early. He got up, tossing away his trash in the
wastebasket.
The important question was latte or espresso for the road, though. Crunching
the biscotti as he stood in line, Fuji looked out the window for help in his
decision.
Inui walked
past the Starbucks window, choosing to glance inside rather than enter,
standing frozen in front of the windowpane as he sighted a familiar form
inside.
Had this been the first Starbucks, he might have tapped the window, slipped
inside to say an off-handed remark over Fuji's shoulder. Being that it wasn't,
Fuji's name rudely interrupted any background noise within the building.
The girl
was just handing Fuji back his coffee (he compromised, ordering just a cup of
house blend) when Inui's voice rang out. He jumped, she jumped because he
jumped, and the coffee took advantage of the moment and suicided onto the
counter, fortunately missing them both but creating quite a mess.
Symbolic, ne? Fuji thought, turning to greet Inui with a tight smile.
Another
ten point deduction,
Inui mused with a wince as he stared at the mess on the counter, entering the
establishment and bowing to the girl with an offer to clean the spill.
Fuji waved
off the assistance for the moment, already having grabbed napkins to aid the
bleach-scented towel the girl used. It wasn't that he was rebuffing Inui for
the elevator, any anger he'd had at his friend earlier had fled or turned
inward, but Fuji had a fairly strict policy about cleaning up his own messes.
And, well, perhaps he was still a little defensive and off-balance
subconsciously. He might not be able to breathe properly in a stranded
elevator, but he could damned well clean up spilled coffee.
"It looks like I'm not as unpredictable as I'd like to think," Fuji
commented, dropping the sodden napkins in the trash and accepting the
replacement coffee from the counter girl. However, he neatly deflected her
apology, for dropping the coffee was entirely his fault, and not even Japanese
politeness would let him allow her to accept any blame. "Go ahead and give
me a chai for my friend here," he added, sliding appropriate coins across
the freshly-cleaned counter.
"No
thank you," Inui uttered, the mere thought of drinking making his stomach
tighten more. He glanced over at Fuji, a mixture of anger and relief washing
over him in small waves. "You dropped your phone."
Fuji
shrugged; he liked chai well enough to drink it himself. Something about Inui
was off, he could tell, but exactly what remained to be seen. His presence, the
faint masculine scent of him, brought back the elevator and sharing breath in a
heady rush that left Fuji light-headed and uneasy again. "So I did."
He tried on a smile; somehow it adhered to his face. "Thanks for finding
me to return it. Sorry for the trouble and the stress."
I came
looking for you because we were supposed to be on this failure of a date if you
have forgotten!
Inui's mind yelled at the other boy as he soundlessly returned the cell phone
to Fuji. "Almost ready to go?" he asked instead, glancing at the
register before setting yen on the counter.
Fuji tucked
the phone back into his pocket, after checking to see if Saeki had sent him any
more 'helpful' messages. /Go for it, Syuusuke~/ still lingered on the front
screen; he hoped Inui hadn't investigated the entire conversation from earlier
while Fuji waited for his overdue arrival.
Despite its heat, Fuji had effectively drained the coffee by the time Inui
spoke. He made a sound of acknowledgment, brushing past Inui, his shoulder
against Inui's arm, as he headed for the door.
Once they were outside, street noise joined the conversation, a chatter of feet
and tires and constant motion.h Ifm not sure where we're supposed to pick back
up," Fuji began, looking anywhere but at Inui, "since my delay
meant we missed our reservations?"
"The reservations have long been missed, and they are full for the evening
so the possibility of obtaining a table is less than five percent." Inui
muttered as he cast a glance at his watch. "Any suggestions, as I am
without one."
A soundless
sigh escaped the prodigy, and polishing off the other drink he shoved hands in
his pockets. "Saa..." Fuji replied, toying with the charms on his
phone and his loose change.
Anything further he might have said was drowned out by a large clap of thunder
and a sudden, cold, torrential downpour that soaked them both. Karma continuing
to weigh in on this date? Could things get any worse, he wondered. "How
about someplace dry? My house, maybe?"
Inui took a
long moment before returning a reply, turning his head toward the heavens, the
rain dancing off of his glasses to roll down his face. Anything else? he
questioned the sky, lowering his head to nod silently to Fuji. "Getting
ill this close to a competition is not recommended and your home is
closer." he said, resignation of the failures of this date clear in his
voice.
Somehow,
none of this was what Fuji had in mind when he'd agreed to Inui's impulsive
date offer. Drawing four at the temple had apparently been a sign; metaphorical
if not literal death, likely to come of cold if they were not careful. It
seemed some things just weren't meant to be; apparently they both needed
spectacular failure in order to close this particular door.
Absently, Fuji ran fingers over his lips, the only warm part of him, as infused
with heat as they had been the prior weekend. The sidewalks cleared ahead of
them as they walked, the other denizens of Tokyo scattering like cockroaches
before light into the overhangs and entryways for shelter. The train station
was eight blocks away, not as close as the subway but providing a more direct
route, and in sodden silence they trudged towards the JR terminal.
If anyone thought two drenched teenage boys was an unusual sight, in typical
Japanese fashion they were too polite to stare, and before long they'd made
their way to the Fuji front stairs. Wet shoes and socks deposited on the
landing, they slipped back towards the laundry room to shed wet clothing.
A little too cold to consider whether it was appropriate or not, Fuji stripped
down to his boxers, which were damp but not dripping. "I'll go fetch
something for us to wear. Leave your wet clothes on top of the washer, I'll
throw them in later, and you can grab a shower in the back bathroom here."
He reached a pale hand past Inui to turn on the light, water droplets from his
hair rolling slowly down his back.
Inui
watched Fuji with an intent gaze, his eyes unrepentantly following the water
droplets as they rolled down the other's back. A part of him wished to reach
out and follow the trail with his fingers, but that would be a mistake. He
sighed and began to pull up his shirt, the cold water making the fabric stick
to his skin. "What should I change into after the shower?"
Blue eyes
seemed to cut back across Fuji's shoulder, thin-slitted and unreadable, as he
turned his head just enough to look at Inui. Odd, to feel slightly disappointed
at his date's lack of opportune physical contact. Perhaps the temperature was
not the only thing dampened by the chilled rain. "I'll get you a
robe," Fuji answered, voice gentle, blinking when his breath made clouds.
"And I'll turn up the heat in here. Kaasan's weekending somewhere with
Otousan and I guess Neesan left and turned down the thermostat."
Inui made
an affirmative noise, tossing his shirt on the washer and began to unfasten his
pants. After brief deliberation Inui left his boxers on, setting his slacks on
the washer before walking into the bathroom brusquely, muttering about cold
tile floors as the door drifted shut behind him.
Shucking
his cold underwear, Fuji scurried upstairs to his room, grabbing both
terrycloth bathrobes off the hook on his closet door. The green one was a size
too big, but had been so soft and well-made he bought it anyways. Slipping on
the blue one and tying the belt, he padded out into the hallway, sliding the
temperature up and smiling when he heard the heat click on.
Returning downstairs, he knocked on the bathroom door. "I'll leave this on
the counter for you," Fuji said, cracking the door open and hearing water
running. "Ah, I see you found the towels," he added, seeing one hung
over the shower's top. "I'll go bathe, so leave me a little hot
water?" Just as quickly, Fuji ducked back out, collecting Inui's discarded
boxers for the load of wash, and adjourned upstairs for his own shower.
He heard
the voice from over the shower, Fuji's words muffled but discernable over the
water. Feeling illogically self-conscious, Inui shouted a confirmation. "I
will, thank you for allowing me to use your shower." he called, running a
hand through his damp hair.
The
offhanded comment that had instantly sprung to mind about sharing that
shower...took far too much effort to subdue, though it lingered over Fuji's
shoulder the entire walk upstairs. Firmly telling it to go elsewhere, he
stripped off the robe, turned on the water and got in, huddling under the spray
until the warm cascade gave him back feeling in his fingers and toes. Such
thoughts belonged back in the days of their casual flirtation; now, things had
to be taken seriously. Actions bore consequences and feelings could be hurt.
Including his own.
Once he'd warmed up, Fuji shut off the water and wrapped up in a towel. The
house was also warmer, though the chilly tile floor between shower and bathroom
rug had him hopping from foot to foot. Toweling off, he scrubbed at his hair,
wringing most of the water out of it, and shrugged into his robe.
The doorbell from downstairs caught his attention. Leaving the towel draped
around his neck, Fuji slid downstairs, pulling the door open curiously.
"Delivery for Fuji?" He recognized the boy as the part-timer, the
high school student, at Kawamura sushi.
Fuji blinked, confused. "I'm Fuji, yes." But I didn't order any
sushi...? Was this a prank? Had Taka found out about this date and sent
over sushi? Or Saeki? The double-crossing cow, it had to be him.
A couple boxes and a plastic bag were unceremoniously thrust into his hands.
"There you go. No need to worry, the order was prepaid at the store. Enjoy
it!" With a jaunty wave, he opened his umbrella and hurried back to his
moped.
Fuji watched him start it up, signal, and disappear into the rain before drafts
of cold air up his legs reminded him that the door was still open. The entire
evening had took on a sense of surreal, with the heady thickness of a dream
where one watched as the action unfolded but was powerless to alter or change
its course.
Shaking his
head, he slipped on his slippers and walked back towards the kitchen. The boxes
found the table and Fuji found the coffeepot. Mysterious sushi benefactors
could not be handled without more caffeine.
Inui
stepped out into the hallway, clad in the robe and the towel draped over his
head in an awkward hood. "Fuji? Did someone get the door?"
"Aa.
It appears the question of dinner has been solved." He waved an absent
hand at the table, carefully pouring the water in the top of the percolator.
This required absolute concentration, as coffee making had not yet gone the way
of cooking for Fuji but still needed effort.
"You
ordered out for sushi?" Inui asked with a raised brow, catching a glance
at the familiar take-out bags.
"Not
exactly." Ah, yes, that should do it! Fuji replaced the pot under the filter
basket, the strong smell of coffee permeating the room as it brewed.
"Someone ordered for us, and paid to have it delivered. I'm not sure who
to thank..." As soon as the words left his mouth, he knew, knew
with the utmost certainty. "Neesan. No one else would know when to
have something delivered." Fuji thought a slightly unkind query in her
direction that if she'd known all the disaster that would befall them tonight,
why didn't she talk him out of it? The wind outside sounded strangely like her
laughter.
Inui
lowered his towel to his shoulders. "That is improbable."
"You
don't know my sister," Fuji replied. "'Improbable' isn't a word
that's often used in our family." It was funny, in a way, Neesan timing
this just so in order to have maximum impact. It ranked up there with
the sorts of pranks he and Saeki pulled on each other. He peeked in the top
box, which contained exclusively wasabi, eel and octopus. "In fact, I
would be willing to wager that what's in this other box are your favorite kinds
of sushi, and I have no idea what those are." He slid the box across the
table, raising one eyebrow in challenge. "Do you feel lucky?"
"I
doubt your sister would know me that well." Inui smirked, holding onto the
top of the box but not lifting it fully. "Care to make a wager on
it?"
"Sure.
What would you like to bet?" Fuji cupped his chin in his left hand,
twirling one chopstick in his right fingers.
"Hmm...it
depends on what you are willing to bet."
"Try
me."
"Hi-mi-tsu."
"Fine.
Slave for a day." That should take the smirk off his face.
Takes the
bluff. "Fair enough."
"Very
well." While foresight was Yumiko's gift, there was enough inexplicable
sensitivity in the Fuji bloodline to spare. Fuji stood, going to fetch a mug
for his coffee, choosing from the shelf the purple one that said 'You Look
Naked Naked' on it and pouring himself a large measure of double dark roast.
"Let's see what the sushi fairy has brought you."
"Aa."
Inui smirked, lifting the box to peer in the contents. "Tuna, salmon,
kappa maki, roe..."
"Are
those on your favorites list?" Fuji asked, sinking back into his chair
with the precious mug of coffee cradled between his hands.
"A
few, yes."
"Only
a few of your favorites or only a few of them are on the list?" Fuji drank
deeply of his coffee, savoring the warmth as it slid into his middle.
"A few
enough for you to win the bet, Fuji." Inui grinned, picking up a piece of
kappa maki and popping it in his mouth.
"I'll thank
Neesan later, then. Itadakimasu." Deftly, Fuji lifted a piece of
wasabizushi and ate it, not yet bothering to mix soy, ginger and wasabi to dip
it in. "You really didn't think they'd be the right ones?"
"I'm
not even going to dignify an answer for that. Eat." Inui instructed,
standing to get a glass of water.
"Second
cabinet from the sink," Fuji said, making short work of the eel in his
box. "So what exactly are the stipulations to my winnings?"
"No
stipulations, only when you feel willing to redeem them." Inui said,
grabbing the glass from where Fuji instructed.
"I'll
keep that in mind." All of the stress and worry and mishap of the date had
left Fuji rather hungry, and he set upon devouring his sushi. "My robe's
not too short on you, is it?"
"What?
You do not like my legs?" Inui inquired, looking over his shoulder down at
his calves. He shrugged, a faint smirk crossing his features as he wandered to
the sink.
"I
never said that. Was thinking more along the line of the warm factor. The green
one's bigger than this one," Fuji added, tugging at the shoulder of his
own. "Would have snagged Yuuta's for you, but...thought that might be a
little weird." He drained the last of the coffee, standing to fetch more.
"Aa, dammit. Forgot to put the laundry in." Fuji brushed past Inui,
setting his mug on the counter with a clink, and disappeared into the
laundry room.
Inui
watched Fuji disappear, the other's body a temporary warmth as it flitted past.
He finished filling his glass of water, returning to the table to get a fill of
the cucumber sushi before Fuji returned.
With the
agitating sounds of the washer in his wake, Fuji emerged, closing the door
behind him and pausing to refill his cup. "I tried to call Neesan but her
phone's off. That one's sneaky." He dropped back into his chair, eating
more of his sushi.
"That
is a family trait, yes?"
"It's
been rumored, but yet to be conclusively proven," Fuji replied, with a sly
cut of eyes Inui's way.
"Given
time." Inui grinned, raising a challenging eyebrow.
"Ara?"
Fuji pointed a chopstick at him. "Are you up to such a lofty
challenge?" If there was more to that question, Fuji wasn't saying, but
his eyes met Inui's with a bald, cheeky sort of curiosity.
"When
have I ever backed down from a challenge, especially of the Fuji variety?"
"Only
when I've backed away first," Fuji murmured, almost too softly to be
heard. "Can I get you anything else? I'm afraid it's limited to anything
ready-made." Though, Fuji had to admit, poisoning Inui with his cooking
would fit right in with the day's events.
Inui shook
his head. "This is more than enough to fill me for now. Remind me to thank
your sister."
"I'm
sure she'll remind both of us," Fuji replied with a wry grin. His own box
had been completely emptied, leaving him feeling full and satisfied and far
more at ease than he had been all night. "Would you like to watch TV or a
movie while we wait for laundry?"
"A
movie is fine; I rarely have time to follow anything on television." Inui
stated, reaching for the last piece of sushi in his box. The grin from earlier
remained on his face, being fed and dry had improved their moods greatly.
"I
think we missed Trivia," a glance at the kitchen clock confirmed it,
"so movie it is. Any preference?" Fuji collected the empty boxes and
chopsticks and disposed of them, refilling Inui's water glass and his coffee
cup before they went into the living room.
There was little of interest on television, and it took a few tries before they
hit a movie that was beginning, the first one about Abe no Seimei and
onmyoujitsu. Despite the heat being on, the living room was a bit chilly, and
Fuji retrieved a blanket from the back of the sofa, offering part of it to Inui
as they settled on the couch.
Inui took
the offered blanket with gratitude, draping his end over his waist to cover his
lap. He settled back into the cushions. "I suppose Onmyouji will do."
"It's
good. This branch of the supernatural has always held a lot of interest for
me." Likewise, Fuji shifted around until comfortable, a polite distance of
five or so centimeters between himself and Inui, though his body canted in that
direction, legs tucked up under him so as to keep his feet warm and under the
blanket.
"Oh?
For what reason?" Inui asked, his attention half-focused on the screen.
"Mmm.
Just one of my odd interests. My family's a little strange, so things like that
seem to be less fairy tales and more possibilities." Flicking his bangs
off his face, which were almost completely dry by now, Fuji inched a little
closer to Inui, he didn't want to be stealing the entire blanket as he was
inclined to do.
"My
family it would be the opposite, though we still hold our own eccentric
traits." Inui made allowance for Fuji to inch closer, raising his arm to
rest it on the back of the couch.
"I
wonder sometimes, in a life centuries ago, would I have been someone like Abe
no Seimei?" Fuji mused. "Though, I don't think I would be the sort to
have obedience to an emperor just because of who he is. I've always been a
little contrary that way." Caffeinated and fed, Fuji could feel himself
relaxing, the tension surrounding this date unfurling to blow away on the
breeze.
"Can
you foretell the future? Is your mother a fox?" Inui inquired, arching an
eyebrow.
"I'm
known to be slightly precognitive," Fuji replied without a beat.
"Foretelling the future seems to be my sister's talent, though. As for my
mother...I wouldn't put it past her. The Fuji name tends to pass through the
women in the family, not the men. Otousan married into her family rather than
the other way around."
"From
what you have said about your family I am not surprised by that
revelation." Inui stated, turning away from the screen to glance at Fuji.
"A little precognitive ability? Do you care to give an example?"
Fuji gently
poked him in the ribs. "Do you have a notebook for this date on you? To
prove my precognition, I'd like to make an editorial comment for the
record."
Inui nodded
and pulled a small notebook and pen from his robe pocket. He opened the book
and flipped past a few pages of nearly illegible shorthand, then handed the
book and pen to Fuji.
The prodigy
sat up from where he had been close to Inui's shoulder, scooting far enough
down the sofa to draw his knees up to his chest, bare toes curling around the
edge of one cushion. He fixed Inui with a peculiar sort of stare, eyes closed
yet penetrating, as if looking through the molecules of skin and blood and bone
themselves for something far less tangible. Fuji hummed absently and began
writing, fitting pen to paper in quick, whisk-like strokes. Every so often he
would glance up, scrutiny weighing mountain-heavy before he jotted something
more.
"Most
everything went wrong on this date," he said at last, in that absent
musing tone, "but I still had a good time. Isn't that sort of
strange?"
Inui's
partially oblivious of Fuji's gaze while analyzing all that went wrong.
"Under normal circumstances, I suppose a bad date would equate to a bad
time. I'm glad you had a good time...oddly somehow I can say the
same."
"Good." At long last, Fuji exhaled a long, slow sigh and closed the
notebook. He offered it back, expression neutral but the faintest shadow of a
smile flickering at the corner of his mouth.
(What Fuji
wrote:
Date = Success
Chance of second date = 100%
Chance of goodnight kiss = hi~mi~tsu)
Inui
reopened the book and read silently, raising a faint eyebrow over the notebook.
"Hmm...according to your prediction, we are at favorable odds.h He quickly
jotted down more onto the page, looking up at Fuji with a grin as he handing
the notebook back to him. "Minor adjustments."
(What Inui
wrote
Date = Success
Chance of second date = 100%
Chance of goodnight kiss = hi~mi~tsu 100%)
Fuji
glanced up from the book, curling his lips around a laugh. "So sure, are
you?"
Inui smirked, turning to face Fuji to
look at him intently. "Pretty sure. Would you wish to disprove my
hypothesis?"
Through
slitted eyes and squared lenses Fuji met Inui's focus with his own. This kiss,
when it came, would be no teasing, attention-getting display, he knew. Nor
would it be the safety rope snaring him back from irrational fear to solid
ground, or, truthfully, deliverance from his own cynicism about love and
relationships. The latter had had years to build and develop, and such
tightly-woven things were not undone in a single date, a single day, or a
single kiss.
Though, that strange, ticklish feeling curling through him, distantly
termed by his mind as 'anticipation', queried in hypersensitive amusement, does
not every journey begin with a single step?
The question, without and within, brought a whimsical-edged smile to Fuji's
face. "Confident. I like that. And yet you invite me to prove you wrong. Which
says you are not so confident that you believe yourself infallible. Also
attractive."
"Or maybe I said that in attempt to make you believe
such things." Fuji was right on all of his assumptions, though Inui would
not outwardly admit it. Ignoring the growing knot in his stomach, he pushed the
nervousness aside to lean forward with a confident grin. "So...you find me
attractive?"
Thin
glimpses of blue, as though a child had decided Fuji's face needed eyes but
grew distracted partway through drawing them in, peered out at Inui, no less
perceptive for their slivered appearance. He shook his head slightly, the
movement further shadowing one eye with bangs. "Head games are more my
specialty, Professor. You have always had a tendency to err on the side of the
truth...unless you're dealing with SeiRu-kun."
Fuji met
Inui's chin with a touch of fingers, squelching down the desire to trace over
that smile and find the misfitted edge to peel it off. Good sense, intuition,
something, told him it indeed belonged there and existed now for him and him
alone. Strangely, he felt oddly calm, not at all as though the date had been a
virtual disaster. "I always have. Sometimes more than others." At
times the pull was sodium to chlorine, iron filings to magnet. Others, it was
the slow, repetitive sea to shore. Still others, more accurately described as
orbit: maintaining a certain distance but ever present. "If you didn't
draw me, I wouldn't try to stay out of reach so much."
Inui slowly
reached up to take those fingers away from his chin, holding them within his
own before drawing closer.
"I'm glad you are no longer trying to stay away, Fuji." He
whispered, brushing his lips lightly across the other boy's.
Once
before, half in jest, Fuji had speculated about looking for the red thread
connecting the two of them. In the dim light of his living room, the occasional
flash of illumination flickering from the television as Inui cast a shadow
across him, he felt sure he could see it.
Then the
kiss came, and Fuji simply forgot to look for it. Stay away? It simply wasn't
possible. The thread pulled and he followed, taking the positive charge of the
kiss and adding his own; lacking any negative to balance the reaction, it
continued to cascade.
The hand in
Inui's gripped tighter as Fuji savored the kiss, the evening's tensions
draining away, submerged under a current of right.
Inui let
the kiss linger for a moment, pulling away with a faint reluctance. "That
is your limit for tonight, Fuji." He grinned, brushing wisps of hair away
from the other's brow.
"Mmm?"
Fuji queried back, turning into Inui's touch like a contented cat. "But
what about your limit for tonight, Professor? I'm not sure we've made it there
yet."
"I'm
gauging by your limit, if we were to go by mine..." Inui trailed off,
ignoring his restraint to kiss him once more.
The kiss
lingered longer than the first, thorough and soft, leaving Fuji's lips warm and
tingling with sensation. "I think I like your limit better." He slid
closer, enough to where he could invite Inui's arm around him and use his
shoulder for a pillow. "Though I'm rather surprised...us getting naked on
the first date and all..."
"I'm
starting to be convinced that you had it rain on purpose." Inui smirked,
resting his chin atop Fuji's head with a faint yawn. "It would be bad form to sleep together also, ne?"
"Easy,"
Fuji replied, gently elbowing Inui, "before I accuse you of tomfoolery
with the elevator." He burrowed back against Inui's body, savoring the
feeling of arms around him and warmth everywhere. "It probably would be,
but it's hardly our first time for that." Distantly, he thought about
putting the clothes in the dryer, but that would require leaving his comfy
spot.
Besides,
knowing Neesan, she'd do it when she got back, and have pancakes for them in
the morning when they were stiff and sore from sleeping curled up together on
the sofa.
Fuck you
very much, Murphy-san, but somehow this date turned out all right after all.